February 2012
5 posts
The Business: LOVE. →
pandafresh:
‘How do you know when you’re in love?’
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COMMON: Man, I know I’m in love when I think about her a lot and I’m finding ways to get to that person. Even though I gotta work, even though I gotta take care of other responsibilities, I’m like yo, when am I gonna fly out and…
sometimes i wonder how it's like to just not worry...
i just like to know things ahead of time. that’s just how i am. i like to plan things accordingly to time. i hate sitting around just waiting things to be done for me, but seriously i would want to know how that feels. life would be so much more chill.
i’m getting so tired of asking this and that, but why do i feel that when i don’t, i won’t find out or it...
No, I'm not going to lose feelings. No, I'm not...
couldn’t have said it better.
my kind of perfect.
January 2012
6 posts
distance makes the heart grow further, not fonder.
you had me right where you wanted me.
now i know to never go back to where i was.
thank you.
and i finally realize,
that day when i wake up and i’m a different person, i am different because of you. not because of anything else.
another bruise healed, another scar left.
i’m just glad i know that by the end of the day, i’ll be fine. always have been, and i will be for the rest of my days to come.
i’ll be okay. happiness will always be by my side. regardless of who or what it may...
and if you someday toss away all the cards,...
I've heard it a million times. "You can do better....
stop stalking. gah, let me live my damn life.
no one wants you so …..
GTFO
December 2011
9 posts
where is he?
there’s no need to hide. i saw you online. then barely after a minute of being on Facebook, you’re offline and shoot me a text? i guess.
those words have been said too much and heard too much. i know it means a lot to him and i guess it does mean something to me too, but the magnitude of how it’s said is so small now. it’s like “sorry” is just said to get...
so much has changed.
ironic how history repeats itself.
i guess with me, with any guy i meet, anything i try to do, everything i say is an effort gone unnoticed.
effort is key. and apparently, in the person i want to see it most, is blind to my efforts.
November 2011
5 posts
she says kiss me like you miss me, fuck me like you hate me, and when you...
tough love.
don’t say one thing and mean completely the other just to make me look bad. don’t be mr. nice guy to me and turn around and say that i’m the worst girlfriend ever and you deserve better. because if you do, then do something about it. i know what i have, and i know what i should cherish. and that’s you. i want you, and i want you to want me. straight up. nothing to...
UCI week 3-5
SO! i haven’t been updating with my blogs because i’ve been super busy with all these things. after week two of rushing for the two sororities, i got two phone calls on sunday morning telling me that i got a “bid” from both. i was stuck in between both the whole day, but i turned down one, and i think i made the right decision. hopefully :)
from then on, i’ve been...
October 2011
7 posts
>>>>>>>>>>>> those girls over there? yeah, i still...
what is love without trust?
love.
love without trust is love.
http://youtu.be/njwvIPJlPN0 →
nothing hurts as much as the feeling of being replaced.
still in shock.
it’s 4:35 AM and i can’t even think of sleeping.
what have i done to myself.
3:33 AM.
the only reason why people think you’re so wonderful for me is because i refrain myself from telling every single bad aspect of our relationship. i like to keep the private things, especially the bad, between us. because it’s our problem to fix, not others to know about. i thought we had a mutual agreement on that, but i guess things changed. at least only on your part. i still...
moment of truth.
“who’s going to be there when you’re crying all alone in your dorm? i’m not. no one is going to be there to comfort you. at least when you’re home or if you have a roommate you would have company or a shoulder to cry on. you’ll feel lonely, and i worry for you.”
i guess i got a single for all the wrong purposes.
nothing ever goes as planned.
UCI Week 1 Recap
my first week of college and dorming and all that was pretty fun :) although monday was horrid for me because i was uber sick from the weekend and all that, i was able to pull through and survive! ^_^ mondays and wednesdays are super packed for me because all 3 of my classes are on that day and i start at 11 AM and end at 6ish PM with like an hour-ish break in between my classes. I’m in...
September 2011
9 posts
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I want to hear "I got plans baby. Go get ready."...
just because i don't publicize my feelings does...
get that shit straight.
hear two sides of the story before you begin taking stupid sides and assuming shit.
damn.
scandalous hoes these fucking days.
GTFO.
August 2011
7 posts
3 tags
thinking back to english class during my senior year, i had this talk with Ms. Park. i didn’t like her entirely, but i didn’t hate her. she was taking psychology classes that time and i needed help on my essay about who i am or whatever i forget. while we were correcting my essay, she asked me questions so i can find more details to put in. as she was asking all these questions...
July 2011
14 posts